“Why?” Would Not Even Help

Sometimes I am left with out words. I don’t know what I would say to someone. I don’t know what questions I would ask if I were given the chance. I have no words for the feelings in my heart and yet one word keeps repeating in my head, “Why?” But I do not ask.
Recognizing that understanding would not change anything I don’t even speak the word. I just love and stand back and allow, and sometimes when the pain is too hard to watch I turn away and close my eyes and breathe.